Ugh I'm as tired as crap right now and I'm so tired of having no time to do anything.

Seriously, it's the football season trauma right now. I'm either at school, at band practice, at a football game/competition, or doing homework. I don't have the time to draw or write or work on cosplay or go through my inbox (currently at 72 Deviations and 28 Messages...the Messages part WAS worse, but the Deviations is at a record). I'm kind of getting tired of it. I would really, really like some time to draw. The urge has been nagging at me for way too long. And not to mention, some of you still have requests and commissions pending. Ugh.

Although, I always have to marvel at how even though, at this time of the year, my schedule gets as tight as it could ever be and I have almost 0 free time, it's my favorite part of the year. All of the stress, all of the cramming and late nights and struggling to finish homework assignments and having to keep from talking to anyone for days so I can get it all done is all worth it when I'm marching those seven minutes on the football field. Marching band takes a crapload of time away, but it's so unbelievably fun that I really don't care. I actually kind of enjoy having to give away so much time to band. If it was anything else, I would hate it.

It's a pretty divided issue. True, I really, really want some free time, dear god I do, but at the same time, I love doing band all the time. It's weird, but awesome.

I don't think I'm actually writing this journal to tell you guys why I'm constantly absent all of a sudden...I'm writing it just for the sake of writing. And because I'm tired as crap I can't think of some way to tie the stuff together and sum it up with a nice concluding paragraph, so I'm just going to go.

Peace, guys. I'll see if I can get back to you all on Wednesday (my off-day) or the weekend. <3